Tadarus Ramadan

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan Nabi Muhammad Sallallahu Alayhi wa Sallam

Kerinduan yang menebal terhadap geng-geng tadarus ramadan.. Eheh !

Entah lah.. First time rasa cenggini.. Dia rasa sweet-sweet gitu.. Haha

Supposely aku habis paper 5hb Julai 2015.. Tapi aku delay balik 8hb Julai 2015..

Itupun sebab nak pegi internship 11hb tu.. Kalau idak, mau tak balik lagi gamaknye [perak version]..

Ramai tanya, 

"Paper kau habis awal, apesal tak balik lagi ?"

"Kau sayang kampus eh ?"

"Kau ada hal ke tak balik lagi nie?"

Gelak jelah aku.. Tak sayang kampus pun..

Sayang hadek hadek nie haa..

Sayang nak tinggal tadarus dengan diorang..

It is a deep feeling inside that cannot be describe in words..

Yeah alhamdulillah because Allah gives me to feel this feeling..

Mungkin Allah dah ikat hati-hati kami ?

Mungkin Allah dan campakkan rasa kasih dan sayang aku terhadap hadek-hadek nie ?

[hadekk sangat..Terasa kakak-kakak betul ! Oh diriku sudah tua lol ]

Location yang biasa buat tadarus nie , mula mula kat surau..

Lepas tu berubah ke tasik.. Nak tadabbur alam katanya..

Kalau term komander, femes dengan nama Tasik Lintah..

Memang banyak lintahnya.. Sampai kau boleh nampak dua tiga ekor 

lintah berenang-berenang ke tepian, bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian #eh !

"Bukan banyak nyamuk ke kat situ ?", tanya seorang makhluk Allah

Memang banyak nyamuk kat situ tapi macam mana kami 

boleh stay hari-hari tadarus kat situ ?

Jawapan dia,

"Eh ! Kitee rase tadi masa kita baca alQuran takde pun nyamuk.

Nie dah berenti banyak pulak nyamuk gigit kitee. " bebel Umai

So itu lah jawapannye.. Nyamuk pun taknak kacau orang nak baca alQuran ! Haha

Ukhuwah bertambah erat bila lepas je tadarus, pergi bazar sesama..

Gigih tunggu dan talipon van yang macam tak tahu kewujudan Kolej Mat Kilau tu #eh !

Last tadarus end up iftar sesama dannnn....... 

celebrate a very early birthday aku..

First time laa kot surprise menjadi..

Menjadi in terms "Eh celebrate birthday akak ?" Haa gituuhh~

Biasanya orang buat birthday surprise kat aku tak jadi..

Style prank buat aku terkejut , aku tak terkejut pun..

Aku tak tahu lah aku nie kayu ke apa.. Paling paling pun reaction yang aku bagi "Eh ?" haha

Lagi satu style surprise pukul 12am before birthday ..

Yeah it is too mainstream ! Haha

So I end up my entry by saying, 

Lot of love to all of you (you know who you are)

Insha Allah LillahiTaala <3

Moga moga Allah ikat hati ini seeratnya 

then boleh lah kita ber high 5 kat syurga ! Ameen ~

The Death Of Sara

This is true story that happened with a caller to Islam from Egypt called Amr Khalid..

he said, three days ago I received an email from a young lady from Australia..

and the email reads as follows :

And I quote :

I am a girl living in Australia, my father is a Muslim while my mother is a Christian.

They are originally from Lebanon. We lived in Lebanon for the first 10 years of my life, but then my parents immigrated to Australia.

With this immigration my relation with religion was terminated, all what I know is that I am supposed to be a Muslim, I don't even know what the Quran looks like, I don't know how to pray and religion had no weight or importance in my life.

My father and mother got divorced and they both left Australia.

They left me alone to study in the university. I have no family, no brothers and I know nothing about my grandparents in Lebanon.

I lived alone and I had to work to spend on myself.

So I used to study in the morning and work in a bar at night. 

I have a boy friend with all the western implications of this word.

I left nothing from the haram except that I did it, with no shame or pain.

I went for a beauty contest in New Zealand and I won the title.

I became a model for many fashion magazines.

While I am involved in all this, I went to visit a family from Lebanese origin. They had a satellite dish and I watched a program about modesty and women in Islam.

I was deeply affected and I was in a state of a breakdown.

I felt that this program is talking directly to me. I took the email and the web site from this program and I am writing to you to ask, can Allah still accept me? Can I return to Allah?'

So the sheikh replied to her informing her that Allah's love is very special for those who turn back and repent. He guided her to the conditions of a sincere repentance.

After two days, she said, 'I made repentance and left my boy friend and will never see him again'. Then after two days she asked, 'I want learn how to pray' then a day later she said, 'I want to get Quran tapes' So the sheikh sent her tapes of the entire Quran using DHL.

She sent back saying, 'I gave up the beauty contest and title I had'.

After 4 days she said, ' I am now wearing Hijab', but the story didn't finish yet!

Two days after she decided to wear the Hijab, she felt a severe pain in the head. When she went to the doctor he informed her that she has a serious brain tumor and that her days are numbered! Sara was then scheduled for an operation with a success rate of 20%. This was what the doctor said.

As for her, she sent to the sheikh an email saying, 'I am so happy to meet Allah.

I am extremely happy that I repented before knowing that I was sick.

I don't know if my parents will know what happened to me or not.

They rarely call me.

I repented to Allah 3 weeks ago and disobeyed him for 22 years! I ask Allah to write me down from the people of Jannah, and If I live I want to work for Islam through your website, which is my window to the Islam and Muslims'

Sara died on Friday September 19th ,2003.

The last email from her was: ' I lived 22 years away from Allah but I repented 3 weeks ago, I want you to witness that I repented to Allah, left my boyfriend, my job, my beauty contest and title.

I wore the Hijab and prayed regularly, I want you to witness that I did this only for Allah.

I know no Muslims other than you and your web site.

Please I ask you to make du'a asking Allah to forgive me and shower me with his mercy. Please ask Allah to guide my parents who know nothing about me.

__________________

Aku Yang Bakal Ditinggalkan

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan Nabi Muhammad Sallallahu Alayhi wa Sallam

Ramadan......

Kedatangannya seharusnya dinanti

Pemergiannya pula harus ditangisi

Adakah itu sebenar-benarnya yang kita rasai ?

Adakah benar kedatangannya kali ini diisi ?

Dia kian berlalu pergi..

Ya..

Kedatangannya kali ini terasa begitu berbeza sekali..

Sungguh! Hanya mengharapkan redha Ilahi

Redha kah Dia andai hati ini masih lagi belum suci ?

Redha kah Dia andai diri ini masih tidak mampu meletakkan Dia sepenuhnya di hati ?

Allahurabbi..

Maafkan aku andai hati ini masih lagi lalai

Maafkan aku andai kebersihan jiwa masih belum lagi dapat aku capai

Tapi tetap redha Mu cuba aku gapai

Moga Engkau tak biarkan aku terkapai-kapai

Bukan lah selamat tinggal yang mahu aku ucapkan

Kerna hakikatnya aku tahu aku yang bakal ditinggalkan

Moga bersua lagi diwaktu hadapan

Dalam keadaan aku yang penuh perubahan

Agar kau tahu , kedatangan engkau kali ini tidak aku sia-siakan

Andai kita takkan pernah bersua lagi, moga moga aku pergi dalam keadaan

penuh keredhaan dari Tuhan

“Wahai jiwa yang tenang ! Kembalilah kepada Tuhanmu dengan hati yang redha dan diredhai-Nya”

[Al-Fajr : 27-28]

Dari hati yang penuh sebak,

Sabtu, 11 Julai 2015

09:22 pm

25 Ramadan

JULY 9

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

In the Name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Peace and Blessing to our Prophet Sallallahu Alayhi wa Sallam

9 of July = 8 of Muharram

The day that I was born into this world with Allah permission

Through all these years , so many thing happen

Changes after changes..

Cry after cry

Lost after lost

Well, it taught me to be a better muslim

And I learn a lot

Yeah !

There are wisdom behind what had happened

Sometimes I feel I don't deserves all these thing

But yet

Allah still loves me

Allah never leaves me alone

Allah had guided me

Since 2012 I closed my blog,
And I think I want to open a new blog back..

As a reflection for myself ..

So, I chose to started back my blog due to my birthday

I hope ghajin lah nak updates blog lepas nie *tetiba bahasa melayu..bhahah*

Semoga Allah memberikan ilham untuk post benda benda yang bermanfaat..

Ameen

P/S : 9 Julai 2015 = 23 Ramadan 1436 H (Hari Khamis Malam Jumaat)

What a beautiful date

Allahumma balighna fi lailatul qadr

Allahumma innaka affuwun kareem tuhibbul afwa fa'fuanni