The Greatest Barrier

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Greatest barrier of what ?

Barrier to keep connected to our Supreme Creator .

How to breaks the wall of the barrier ?

Connect to Allah by disconnected worldly matter.

Such a cliche answer huh ?

But we are not even practising that 'cliche' one .

World .

“The life of this world is nothing but the enjoyment of deception.”

[ Al-Imran : 185 ]

What do we feel/think by living in this dunya ?

Difficult ? Enjoyed ?

Abu Huraira reported,

The Messenger of Allah, peace and blessings be upon him, said, 

“The world is a prison for the believer and a paradise for the non-believer.”

[ Saheeh Muslim ]

A believer is ever mindful of Allah (Subhana Wa Ta’ala). 

Therefore, 'they' are not free to do what 'they' please.

How can we get attached to Allah if we still considering the dunya ?

Allah invites His servants to return to Him in a state of 

well-pleased and pleasing [to Him].

Allah said,

“O, you serene soul! Come back to your Lord well-pleased (with Him) and well-pleasing (Him). 

So enter among My servants. 

And enter into My Garden”.

[ Al Fajr : 28-30 ]

It is a direct invitation from Allah to the souls who are at peace with confidence

because of their Faith.

At that moment there is nothing better and more beloved than that his soul separates 

from his body as soon as possible and moves unto his Lord . 

T____T

But, we keep distracting our own soul with worldly matters.

About materials, social status , dream jobs , relationship etc ..

Allah had warned us ,

“Rivalry in worldly increase distracts you (from the remembrance of Allah), 

till you come to the graves”

[ At-Takathur : 1-2 ]

Allahuakbar T__T

There are so many things that we (I) need to reflects. To reconsider. To thinks.

Perhaps we know the purpose why we are "here" 

but sometimes we lost in the battle because of our own nafs .

To protects our heart is very difficult .

To keep our heart pure is not easy .

It is all about struggling .

How about our progress so far ?

“If There Is No Struggle, There Is No Progress”

[ Frederick Douglass ]

All the best to all of us .

May we gain the victory by defeat our enemies .

Biidznillah :)

In the Name of Allah,

The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful ,

Let's strive together to high five in Jannah <3

Killer Recitation by Hani Ar-Rifai Surah Al Fajr

# Specifically a reflection for the writer itself . Smile :)

Infiru !

Sahabat

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Ukhuwah fillah .
Bersahabat kerana Allah .
Mudah untuk dilafaz tapi sukar untuk dipraktikkan .

Bersama sahabat seperjuangan

Meniti jalan dunia dakwah dan tarbiyyah

Sumpah bukan mudah
Jalan ini sumpah panjang
Kekuatan ukhuwah itu perlu untuk saling menguatkan

Kerana ini bukan satu jalan yang mudah
Penuh kesakitan , pengorbanan dan kepayahan .

Dulu

Bila sebut ukhuwah fillah , aku hanya mampu tersenyum sinis
Kerana aku tidak rasa kemanisan ukhuwah itu.

Bila memandang wajah-wajah sahabat,
Pandangan aku kosong tiada rasa .

Aku yang dulu terlalu ego
Mungkin angkuh dengan kelebihan sendiri
Merasakan sahabat yang ada ini tidak faham apa yang aku inginkan .
Tapi dalam tiada rasa , aku tetap berdoa agar diperkuatkan ukhuwah ini

Tapi kini , kemanisan itu mula terasa sedikit demi sedikit
Aku mula terima hadirnya sahabat adalah untuk saling melengkapi
Dahulu nya aku memandang wajah sahabat tanpa rasa
Tapi kini bila aku melihat wajah mereka hati ini terasa bahagia

Melihat mereka bersungguh-sungguh melakukan kerja-kerja dakwah
Melihat mereka berpenat lelah melaksanakan program-program tarbiyyah
Buat aku rasa insaf . Di mana aku hanya mencari salah mereka .

Sedangkan mereka sudah bersungguh-sungguh berusaha.
Hati ini terasa sedih dan merintih kenapa lah aku begitu pentingkan diri sendiri ?

Memetik kata-kata seorang akhi yang cukup aku hormati ,

Tarbiyyah itu menentang jiwa dan hawa nafsu.

Apakah aku perlu salahkan sahabat jika aku tidak dapat apa yang aku mahu ?
Itu dulu . Kini tidak lagi :)
Aku akan cuba . Cuba memahami semua sahabat .
Cuma menerima semua kelebihan dan kelemahan sahabat.
Semoga kita dapat saling melengkapi dan memperbaiki di dalam gerabak ini.

Kini , ucapan uhibukki fillah bukan lagi ucapan kosong semata-mata.
Tapi ia telah meresap ke dalam jiwa.
Kerana aku betul-betul maksudkannya.

Semoga kita saling menguatkan dan melengkapi di jalan ini.
Dan bersama-sama berpegangan tangan di syurga kelak :)
Moga hubungan ini Allah ikat atas dasar keimanan .
Uhibbuki fillah <3

Recalling The Past

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Past.

People define past as something that we should not be remember.

People often say past is past.
Never looking back for what had happened.

Under certain circumstances maybe it is relevant for me.

Maybe in terms of to move on . Yes .

But in terms of reflecting myself , I am prefer to recall my past.

To reflects.

Why I am here now ?

Towards better or vice verse?

My past educate me .

Past is a part of an experience.

There are so many lesson we can get if we find the wisdom.

Past can make us to hold on .

Past can  make us to stay strong for whatever happen.

Past can be something happy or unhappy .

But whatever it is , 

Everything happen for a reason .

We are the one that choose either to be stronger or weaker.

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.

Appreciate every moment that happen.
Either in times of difficulty or happiness.

Maybe we never be able to experience it again .
Yeah ! Maybe never .
It is nothing wrong to feeling down .
Stressed . Sad . Disappointed . Frust .

We are only human .

Just don't despair .
We still have Him .
Always :)

Recalling our past in order to be a better
Have Faith !

Doa dan Taubat

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Kita berdoa . 

Sungguh-sungguh kita berdoa ..

Tapi ..

Apa yang kita doa itu tak makbul-makbul sampai sekarang .

Atau ,

Adakah Allah tak mahu makbulkan doa kita ?

Tapi bukan ke Allah pernah berfirman ,

ادْعُونِي أَسْتَجِبْ لَكُمْ

“Berdoalah (mintalah) kepadaku, niscaya aku kabulkan untukmu”.

(Ghafir :60)

Sesungguhnya bagi kita orang yang beriman , pasti kita akan yakin

dengan janji Allah tanpa sebarang keraguan .

Jadi apa masalahnya sekarang nie ?

Berbalik pada diri kita sendiri .

Kesalahan kita dalam memohon doa pada Dia yang Maha Agung .

Macam mana Allah nak kabulkan doa kita apabila kita terus meminta-minta

tanpa penyesalan dengan dosa yang telah kita lakukan seharian ?

Analogy ,

Kita buat salah dengan seseorang .

Esoknya dengan takde rasa bersalah kita mintak tolong orang tu tanpa mintak maaf pun.

Anda rasa ?

Dosa itu menghijabkan kita dengan Allah.

Ketahuilah !

Apa yang perlu kita perbetulkan adalah cara kita berdoa .

Perkara pertama yang perlu kita buat sebelum berdoa adalah dengan bertaubat

(penyesalan dia atas segala dosa)

Kerana taubat itu akan melepaskan segala hijab antara kita dengan Allah.

Kemudian baru lah kita susuli dengan doa .

Allah akan bagi apa yang kita perlu

Bukan apa yang kita mahu

Dan sesungguhnya kita perlu yakin , walaupun kita kecewa ,

Tapi itu lah yang terbaik :)

Have Faith !

Adaptasi [Edited]

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم

Dunia nie banyak manusia

Setiap manusia pula banyak ragamnya

Ada yang kita suka

Ada yang kita boleh terima

Tetapi tak kurangnya

Ada jugak yang kita tak suka

Ada jugak yang kita tak boleh terima

Masalahnya bagaimana kita nak berhadapan dengan orang yang kita tak suka ?

Jika betul mereka salah , kita cuba perbetulkan

Jika betul mereka salah , kita cuba berikan teguran

Tapi jika semua itu tak memberi kesan ,

Maka kita kena tahu pada saat itu lah

Kita perlu beradaptasi dengan manusia tersebut

Atau sebenarnya , kita yang salah ?

Jangan biar ego menguasai diri kita .

Selain rokok yang membuatkan si perokok terbunuh,

Begitu juga ego yang boleh membunuh bahkan membunuh orang disekeling juga

Adaptasi ?

" Only the strong one can survive "

Survive di sini bukan lah bermaksud kau hidup orang lain mati

Tapi survive in terms of kau berjaya mengatasi segala negatif manusia

Kita kena belajar menerima seadanya dia

Bila kita terima baru kita akan jumpa manisnya dia

Baru kita akan jumpa baiknya dia

Kerana pada mulanya bukan lah salah dia

Tapi salah diri kita sebab

Awal-awal kita dah letakkan indikator

"aku dan dia memang tak sekepala"

Awal-awal kita dan negatifkan minda kita

Perlu ingat , kadang-kadang tak semua yang ada di sekeliling kita nie akan berjalan mengikut kehendak diri kita .

Kita bukan hidup sorang-sorang .

Kita rasa semua orang boleh adapt dengan perangai kita ke ?

Adaptasi

Ya

Belajar untuk beradaptasi untuk terus survive dimuka bumi ini

Survive apa ? Dengan perangai manusia .

The Best Mankind

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Human . Homosapien . Allah's servant . 

Sometimes we love to take for granted .

We failed to properly appreciates .

We accepting without question it .

About what ?

The purpose of our life . About Islam itself .

Do you think Allah just created us only for enjoy living ?

So , where we would heading to when we die ?

Did we try to live according to Allah's wills ?

We born as a Muslim . 

Our identification card already stated that we are Islam .

Did we ever question to ourself why we are Muslim ?

All those question doesn't means that we are not grateful to born as a Muslim .

It doesn't means that we are going to be a rebellious . 

Why do this ? Why do that ? Blablablabla..

No ! Do not misunderstood my points .

My point is , if we take for granted , we will never learn how to appreciate .

And maybe we will never understand the purpose of our living .
Allah doesn't created us for nothing !

To become a practicing Muslim , we need to understand the wisdom .

The purpose of our life .

By what ? Surely not by our own aql (mind) . Not by our rational .

But by Al-Quran and As Sunnah .

""I have left amongst you two things which, if you hold fast to them, you will never stray
the Book of Allah, and my Sunnah."

(Prophet Muhammad PBUH)

Allah chose us to be the ummah of Prophet Muhammad PBUH without we asked for it .
We are the choosen one .

We are the best ummah .

The best ummah is not for hidden .

But to be shown to all mankind .

"You are the best Ummah raised for mankind. 

You bid the Fair and forbid the Unfair and believe in Allah"
(Al-Imran : 110)

Keep steadfast to our faith . 

Keep trying to be a better Muslim .

Keep struggling and fighting .

Allah knows but the others will never knows .

May Allah bless :)

Tribute To You :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Suffering ..
I know you are suffering .
I know you are in pain .
You know what ?
When you are in suffering , I feel you .
When you are in pain yeah I feel you too .

Do not curse yourself because of your past.
Suffering brings you closer to Allah .
And I see you .
I see your change to be a better .

“Which then, of the favours of your Lord will you deny?”
(Ar-Rahman : 30)

Every servant have their own past .
Have their own story .
What happen to you now is not because of Allah doesn’t love you .
But He loves you more than we all do .
Allah mercy is beyond His anger .

A great tribulation is for a great servant .
When you feel suffer , you’ll remember Him .
When you pain , you’ll remember Him .

“ Remember me and I will remember you “
(Al-Baqarah : 152 )

So what is the best thing in this world other than remember Him ?
Our Creator ? The Most Merciful . Al-Wadood

I believe, one day He will gives you something that we unexpected .
Seek Allah help through patience and prayer .
Have faith !

Your exist is one of the best thing in my life .
You taught me . You share everything with me .
You gives me an experiences .
You taught me to be more matured through your story.

And you know what ?
You are the strong woman .
Strong than me indeed .
And Allah made you strong .
May Allah bless you my dear .
Wallahi ! I love you LillahiTaala

Have Faith !

DnT Bukan Untuk Orang Suci

Bismillahirrahmanirahim

Dunia dakwah dan tarbiyyah (DnT) bukanlah untuk orang-orang yang suci .

Tapi untuk orang-orang yang ingin menyucikan diri .

Tarbiyyah itu sendiri mengajar manusia agar meninggalkan karat-karat jahiliyyah yang masih sebati di dalam diri.

Di samping mentarbiyyah diri , dakwah pula bergerak seiring bersama tarbiyyah .

Dalam berdakwah dan mentarbiyyah , diri itulah yang perlu didakwah dan ditarbiyyah terlebih dahulu .

Dengan itu, baru membina jiwa-jiwa manusia lain agar kembali kepada Allah dan meninggalkan larangan Nya .

Hakikat nya , manusia yang berada di dalam gerabak DnT itu sendiri masih merangkak untuk mentarbiyyah diri .

Mereka bukan suci . Mereka juga berdosa dan melakukan dosa . Tetapi tidak suci itu bukan alasan untuk tidak terus berdakwah juga mentarbiyyah .

Cuma bezanya mereka tidak terus kecewa bahkan terus bangkit dengan haibat lagi bergaya .

Bersedia lah bagi mereka yang berada di dalam gerabak ini .

Kerana ia bukan untuk manusia yang manja .

Ia bukan gerabak yang mewah lagi bergaya .

Tetapi gerabak yang penuh ujian dan kesakitan sebelum ia sampai ke destinasinya .

Dan ini adalah satu jalan yang sangat panjang. Maka bersabarlah !

Tetapi dengan izin Allah , gerabak ini lah yang akan memandu kita ke syurgaNya kelak .

Tarbiyyah itu sendiri bersifat susah dan payah (Akhi , 2015)

Jika kita berasa senang dan selesa maka itu bukan lah tarbiyyah .

Bersabar lah dengan ujian .

Bersabar lah dengan segala tohmahan .

Mungkin ini lah cara supaya kita akan lebih dekat dengan Tuhan .

"Everyday we are fighting with battle others don't see,
we are struggling with something others might don't know.

It doesn't matter what people think or say about you, what matters is how you overcome it.

So let it be, move forward and keep fighting your battles and struggle to be better."

(Sis Ayesha Syahira , 2015)

Kesenangan punca kelalaian

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Kenapa kita lebih suka mengambil sikap bermudah-mudah saat kita diberikan kesenangan ?

Allah bagi bermacam-macam kesenangan dan kemewahan buat hambanya

Tapi kita berdusta dengan nikmat kesenangan itu

Kita lalai . Kita leka . Lalai ? Leka ?

Ya.. Kita lalai dari menyampaikan dakwah

Kita leka dengan permainan dunia

Sedangkan kita boleh berdakwah dalam keadaan duduk selesa di kerusi bilik

Sedangkan kita boleh menyampaikan sesuatu ilmu ketika berada di dalam kereta

Tidak seperti dahulu

Dimana sahabat-sahabat nabi mengikat perut menahan lapar ,

Di mana sahabat-sahabat nabi bermusafir berbatu-batu jauhnya untuk menyampaikan dakwah supaya manusia kembali pada Allah

Meninggalkan anak isteri mereka

Menggadaikan nyawa mereka

Hatta ! Junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad SAW pun bersusah payah menyampaikan dakwah

Maka jawapan apa yang akan kita berikan kepada Allah sekiranya kita ditanya tentang kekurangan dan kelalaian kita dalam berdakwah ?

Nikmat apa lagi yang akan kita dustakan ?

Allahurabbi T_____T

Those moments :)

The moment

When you deeply cry because of your sin

When you fully depends to Allah

When you now no one can help you except Allah

When you confidently walk away and feel blessed

When you have a peace in your heart

When you really feel your heart is alive

When you share everything with Him

Only between you and Him .

Those moments

Wallahi.. I miss them so much :(

Can I get it back ?

Allahu ~

Tadarus Ramadan

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan Nabi Muhammad Sallallahu Alayhi wa Sallam

Kerinduan yang menebal terhadap geng-geng tadarus ramadan.. Eheh !

Entah lah.. First time rasa cenggini.. Dia rasa sweet-sweet gitu.. Haha

Supposely aku habis paper 5hb Julai 2015.. Tapi aku delay balik 8hb Julai 2015..

Itupun sebab nak pegi internship 11hb tu.. Kalau idak, mau tak balik lagi gamaknye [perak version]..

Ramai tanya, 

"Paper kau habis awal, apesal tak balik lagi ?"

"Kau sayang kampus eh ?"

"Kau ada hal ke tak balik lagi nie?"

Gelak jelah aku.. Tak sayang kampus pun..

Sayang hadek hadek nie haa..

Sayang nak tinggal tadarus dengan diorang..

It is a deep feeling inside that cannot be describe in words..

Yeah alhamdulillah because Allah gives me to feel this feeling..

Mungkin Allah dah ikat hati-hati kami ?

Mungkin Allah dan campakkan rasa kasih dan sayang aku terhadap hadek-hadek nie ?

[hadekk sangat..Terasa kakak-kakak betul ! Oh diriku sudah tua lol ]

Location yang biasa buat tadarus nie , mula mula kat surau..

Lepas tu berubah ke tasik.. Nak tadabbur alam katanya..

Kalau term komander, femes dengan nama Tasik Lintah..

Memang banyak lintahnya.. Sampai kau boleh nampak dua tiga ekor 

lintah berenang-berenang ke tepian, bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian #eh !

"Bukan banyak nyamuk ke kat situ ?", tanya seorang makhluk Allah

Memang banyak nyamuk kat situ tapi macam mana kami 

boleh stay hari-hari tadarus kat situ ?

Jawapan dia,

"Eh ! Kitee rase tadi masa kita baca alQuran takde pun nyamuk.

Nie dah berenti banyak pulak nyamuk gigit kitee. " bebel Umai

So itu lah jawapannye.. Nyamuk pun taknak kacau orang nak baca alQuran ! Haha

Ukhuwah bertambah erat bila lepas je tadarus, pergi bazar sesama..

Gigih tunggu dan talipon van yang macam tak tahu kewujudan Kolej Mat Kilau tu #eh !

Last tadarus end up iftar sesama dannnn....... 

celebrate a very early birthday aku..

First time laa kot surprise menjadi..

Menjadi in terms "Eh celebrate birthday akak ?" Haa gituuhh~

Biasanya orang buat birthday surprise kat aku tak jadi..

Style prank buat aku terkejut , aku tak terkejut pun..

Aku tak tahu lah aku nie kayu ke apa.. Paling paling pun reaction yang aku bagi "Eh ?" haha

Lagi satu style surprise pukul 12am before birthday ..

Yeah it is too mainstream ! Haha

So I end up my entry by saying, 

Lot of love to all of you (you know who you are)

Insha Allah LillahiTaala <3

Moga moga Allah ikat hati ini seeratnya 

then boleh lah kita ber high 5 kat syurga ! Ameen ~

The Death Of Sara

This is true story that happened with a caller to Islam from Egypt called Amr Khalid..

he said, three days ago I received an email from a young lady from Australia..

and the email reads as follows :

And I quote :

I am a girl living in Australia, my father is a Muslim while my mother is a Christian.

They are originally from Lebanon. We lived in Lebanon for the first 10 years of my life, but then my parents immigrated to Australia.

With this immigration my relation with religion was terminated, all what I know is that I am supposed to be a Muslim, I don't even know what the Quran looks like, I don't know how to pray and religion had no weight or importance in my life.

My father and mother got divorced and they both left Australia.

They left me alone to study in the university. I have no family, no brothers and I know nothing about my grandparents in Lebanon.

I lived alone and I had to work to spend on myself.

So I used to study in the morning and work in a bar at night. 

I have a boy friend with all the western implications of this word.

I left nothing from the haram except that I did it, with no shame or pain.

I went for a beauty contest in New Zealand and I won the title.

I became a model for many fashion magazines.

While I am involved in all this, I went to visit a family from Lebanese origin. They had a satellite dish and I watched a program about modesty and women in Islam.

I was deeply affected and I was in a state of a breakdown.

I felt that this program is talking directly to me. I took the email and the web site from this program and I am writing to you to ask, can Allah still accept me? Can I return to Allah?'

So the sheikh replied to her informing her that Allah's love is very special for those who turn back and repent. He guided her to the conditions of a sincere repentance.

After two days, she said, 'I made repentance and left my boy friend and will never see him again'. Then after two days she asked, 'I want learn how to pray' then a day later she said, 'I want to get Quran tapes' So the sheikh sent her tapes of the entire Quran using DHL.

She sent back saying, 'I gave up the beauty contest and title I had'.

After 4 days she said, ' I am now wearing Hijab', but the story didn't finish yet!

Two days after she decided to wear the Hijab, she felt a severe pain in the head. When she went to the doctor he informed her that she has a serious brain tumor and that her days are numbered! Sara was then scheduled for an operation with a success rate of 20%. This was what the doctor said.

As for her, she sent to the sheikh an email saying, 'I am so happy to meet Allah.

I am extremely happy that I repented before knowing that I was sick.

I don't know if my parents will know what happened to me or not.

They rarely call me.

I repented to Allah 3 weeks ago and disobeyed him for 22 years! I ask Allah to write me down from the people of Jannah, and If I live I want to work for Islam through your website, which is my window to the Islam and Muslims'

Sara died on Friday September 19th ,2003.

The last email from her was: ' I lived 22 years away from Allah but I repented 3 weeks ago, I want you to witness that I repented to Allah, left my boyfriend, my job, my beauty contest and title.

I wore the Hijab and prayed regularly, I want you to witness that I did this only for Allah.

I know no Muslims other than you and your web site.

Please I ask you to make du'a asking Allah to forgive me and shower me with his mercy. Please ask Allah to guide my parents who know nothing about me.

__________________

Aku Yang Bakal Ditinggalkan

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang

Selawat dan salam ke atas junjungan Nabi Muhammad Sallallahu Alayhi wa Sallam

Ramadan......

Kedatangannya seharusnya dinanti

Pemergiannya pula harus ditangisi

Adakah itu sebenar-benarnya yang kita rasai ?

Adakah benar kedatangannya kali ini diisi ?

Dia kian berlalu pergi..

Ya..

Kedatangannya kali ini terasa begitu berbeza sekali..

Sungguh! Hanya mengharapkan redha Ilahi

Redha kah Dia andai hati ini masih lagi belum suci ?

Redha kah Dia andai diri ini masih tidak mampu meletakkan Dia sepenuhnya di hati ?

Allahurabbi..

Maafkan aku andai hati ini masih lagi lalai

Maafkan aku andai kebersihan jiwa masih belum lagi dapat aku capai

Tapi tetap redha Mu cuba aku gapai

Moga Engkau tak biarkan aku terkapai-kapai

Bukan lah selamat tinggal yang mahu aku ucapkan

Kerna hakikatnya aku tahu aku yang bakal ditinggalkan

Moga bersua lagi diwaktu hadapan

Dalam keadaan aku yang penuh perubahan

Agar kau tahu , kedatangan engkau kali ini tidak aku sia-siakan

Andai kita takkan pernah bersua lagi, moga moga aku pergi dalam keadaan

penuh keredhaan dari Tuhan

“Wahai jiwa yang tenang ! Kembalilah kepada Tuhanmu dengan hati yang redha dan diredhai-Nya”

[Al-Fajr : 27-28]

Dari hati yang penuh sebak,

Sabtu, 11 Julai 2015

09:22 pm

25 Ramadan

JULY 9

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

In the Name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

Peace and Blessing to our Prophet Sallallahu Alayhi wa Sallam

9 of July = 8 of Muharram

The day that I was born into this world with Allah permission

Through all these years , so many thing happen

Changes after changes..

Cry after cry

Lost after lost

Well, it taught me to be a better muslim

And I learn a lot

Yeah !

There are wisdom behind what had happened

Sometimes I feel I don't deserves all these thing

But yet

Allah still loves me

Allah never leaves me alone

Allah had guided me

Since 2012 I closed my blog,
And I think I want to open a new blog back..

As a reflection for myself ..

So, I chose to started back my blog due to my birthday

I hope ghajin lah nak updates blog lepas nie *tetiba bahasa melayu..bhahah*

Semoga Allah memberikan ilham untuk post benda benda yang bermanfaat..

Ameen

P/S : 9 Julai 2015 = 23 Ramadan 1436 H (Hari Khamis Malam Jumaat)

What a beautiful date

Allahumma balighna fi lailatul qadr

Allahumma innaka affuwun kareem tuhibbul afwa fa'fuanni