بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيم
" Hey ! Where do you want to go ?"
" Somewhere."
" What's up ? Wanna share ?"
" Nothing ! And you don't have to search for me. Bye "
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She have lost her spirit .
Such a strong woman I've ever known.
But this time she not able to survive.
She knows Allah will never put her in the situation that she can't bear.
She knows all these happen for a reason.
There are wisdom behind it.
She's not give up.
But she was so tired.
She just need some space.
She needs some rest.
Not physical but mentally rest.
She was fighting in the inner battle for so long.
Well, this is life.
There are times you were so fully spiritual like you were flying high to the sky.
And there are times you were spiritually down to the lowest state close to the ground.
And when this is happen,
Just so you know,
You will never can run to anyone else than Allah .
The creator of you.
He is the One that will never judge for what you're saying.
He is the One that already knows what happen to you before you talk to Him.
He is the One that The Most Hearing and Understanding.
He is not the creation that listen for judging.
He is not the creation that look understand but actually never try to understand.
For sure he is not because He is the Creator of the creation.
He is perfect but creation is not.
If you put your hope to human to the higher level
That is the starting point for you to be disappointed.
For Her,
You don't have to be positive all the time.
There is nothing wrong to be in negative state but don't dwell in it.
There are positive and negative state in life.
It's just to make you more stronger .
